general update

There has been so much going on in my life right now. I really dont know where to start at but i am just going to jump right in.
My ex and I broke up 4 months ago and he moved out to live with another girlfriend 8 hours away. We have two together that are 4 and 7 months old. My 4 year old son has ADHD and is on the Autism spectrum and i am trying to take care of everything the best that i can being a single mother of three.
I pulled my back out yesterday moving things around in my room to make room for the crib for my daughter. I wanted to make some changes for a new start and i am working on it the best that I can. But it makes it hard for me to do anything right now with my back out and hurting right now. Its killing me not being able to clean my house bc of my back killing me right now.
I am dating someone and we just hit the 2 month mark in our relationship. He makes me so happy and havent been this happy in a long time. He always makes me laugh when we are together and we are just taking things one day at a time with our relationship and see where things out.
I am trying to do what is right for my kids and its getting harder and harder. I am a single mother of three wonderful kids that i love and mean the world to me. For the first time in a long time i am worried about christmas and what i will be able to get them, if anything, and if i will be able to go see my family that lives 4 hours away from me that we go to every christmas. I am praying that things work out for us and its hard to just sit here and wait and see what will happen. I have put in Gods hands and see what he has planned for me but its not getting any easier for me and i am trying my best to do what i can for my kids.
Things are getting crazy in my life right now and i am just trying to get a hold of my depression and anxiety the best that i can right now. Its not easy by any chance but i am doing the best that i can.