Have not been writing in my journal for awhile. I guess I did not want to face what has been going on. I think the chemo did help some but not enough. I am in the chair for life. I have to face that I am not going to get any better. Bruce is happy that I am allot better then I was last yr. I am still waiting for things to screw up, it seems like they always do. I have to admit the MS is a bit better but I traded movement for worsen of health problems.
     The fluid retention is very bad. They had start to put wraps on my legs to squish out the fluid. Once enough of it gets out I will be fitted for stockings to keep it out. I was told my veins were damaged by the chemo. The high dose steroids are not helping like they did so we stopped them. I do not know how I feel about all of this.
 

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dxat59
dxat59

There always seems to be a trade off for improvement, doesn\'t there? Nothing is easy. I hope you can get your new sockies soon and be more comfy. Thanks for the update. I worry about you.

Gentle hugs, Linda
bleedinblue
bleedinblue

Hang in there this disease is so damn unfair. Stay as positive as you can big hug. Chuck
deleted_user
deleted_user

Just glad to hear from you (: Sorry you\'re struggling so much and sending you lots of Hugs and Love. I hope the new stockings keep the fluid down and you begin to feel better. Please stay in touch with us.
djbritt
djbritt

My prayers are with you. I\'m so sorry that you are suffering from all these health problems.