i'm back!

I don't mean to just use you all but things are hectic as usual. I had to quit my job (medical reasons) only part-time but that little itty bitty income helped. The exass was being diligent in paying. Actually paid more than ordered in December. Christmas present? I think not. Just trying to make himself look good. Anyway, so far, and I know it's early, but the New Year hasn't started off as I hoped (prayed). Nothing so far. But I am determined to look up and not down. I will handle it however God instructs me to. Just trying to be patient. That works. I get little anxious and then wham!!! he sends money. Sometimes 2 checks in one week to get caught up.
So this is me being calm. This is me turning it over to the Lord. This is me reaching out to my friends for their awesome ability to "calm" me down. No pills. No anxiety attacks. No phone calls or texts (which we ALL know he is waiting for). Just my reliable, truth-slaying, say-it-like-it-is, experienced (and some not as much) friends in this group. <3