not sure
feeling lots of ups and downs lately. cry for no reason I can think of at the moment. Feel like I'm stuck. Then I will have a super high. Not sure what it all means. I know a lot of thought has been when/if the exass will appear at work place again. Hate walking on pins and needles. I catch myself looking ans scanning every truck that pulls in or every motorcycle that goes by my house. I hate living this way.
I think all this worrying is doing a little thing to my health. I seem to ache more or just don't feel right. I try so hard not to let it get to me but I have been strong for so long and for a good amount of time my life was seemingly normal (at least my type of normal lol) Till he decided to haunt my life again. I guess safety is my concern and I will stay very alert for a long time yet.
I think all this worrying is doing a little thing to my health. I seem to ache more or just don't feel right. I try so hard not to let it get to me but I have been strong for so long and for a good amount of time my life was seemingly normal (at least my type of normal lol) Till he decided to haunt my life again. I guess safety is my concern and I will stay very alert for a long time yet.
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I\'m so sorry you are going through this. Can you put a no-contact order (or have you already?) out against him? I know it\'s just a piece of paper, but it might deter him. As for him coming to the workplace - make sure that you have someone walk you to your car when you leave. Do they have security there? Stay strong honey. It won\'t last forever.
thanks but its a public place (truckstop sorta) and nco won\'t work. That\'s why I am so alert. If I see him first (I hope I do) then I can leave area. But would that be why I have been so uneasy lately? Back to the pills for a while I guess. And lots of loving from grandson help!
(((HUGS))) You are right, being on high alert will affect your health. I wish I had some good advice for you. I will pray that he leaves you alone for good.
So sorry you\'re struggling. Sending hugs!!