another day
another day passes and yet I am still here!! woohoo! just kidding. My days are so much better. Been having a few anxiety feelings going thru me last couple of days but been fighting them. No meds. But if they get bad enough I will take one.
Son and gf leave for virginia for a week tomorrow morn. Place to myself til the following sunday. Of course I work the majority of the week but it may give me insight to life when they find the house they want. I am alone at this moment cause they are out. Pretty much the norm here. It's all good.
Sometime in the next week we should have our little bundle arriving. I am so SO excited. I just can't wait. He is going to be so loved. It will change my world. Still shame that the poor thing won't be seen by his xass grandpa. Wait, that is probably a good thing. he wouldn't care anyway and the poor thing won't have to grow up with him as a male role model. His daddy is the male he will take after. Awesome guy there! Oh all right maybe I am just a little partial to my men. They haven't let me done and they are really really good men. Guess I taught them well. <3
Son and gf leave for virginia for a week tomorrow morn. Place to myself til the following sunday. Of course I work the majority of the week but it may give me insight to life when they find the house they want. I am alone at this moment cause they are out. Pretty much the norm here. It's all good.
Sometime in the next week we should have our little bundle arriving. I am so SO excited. I just can't wait. He is going to be so loved. It will change my world. Still shame that the poor thing won't be seen by his xass grandpa. Wait, that is probably a good thing. he wouldn't care anyway and the poor thing won't have to grow up with him as a male role model. His daddy is the male he will take after. Awesome guy there! Oh all right maybe I am just a little partial to my men. They haven't let me done and they are really really good men. Guess I taught them well. <3
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