crap!

today started off bad and just seems to be getting worse. how I wish I could wake up and the a-hole would not be part of my life. he is still stuck in my life and I cant get him out. now I have to worry about the ramifications of his little theory of money can buy you happiness. seems he thinks it does for his kids. now one may have to suffer for it. let's hope not. but prayers needed for step-daughters life at moment. she's pregnant at 10 weeks and may not survive. she's had heart issues for her whole life and right now cant deliver or abort for fear of losing her life as well. on way to heart hospital in tampa to let docs decide her outcome. she had tubes tied after last childs birth (8 yrs ago) but wanted to give her now bf a child. so daddy co-signed loan to reverse procedure and she got pregnant. and now we may lose her. please praying to you lord to help her.