up and down day. have to start packing for road trip. i have def had better day. but i will overcome any negative feelings. i have to realize i have that power. no one else can do for me what i can do. come on---out with the negative and on with the positive! it's such a beautiful autumn day. I just love autumn. so cool and the colors are gorgeous. i have alot to live for and have to stop thinking of the past. that solves nothing but leads to depression. not going there. soon i will be with lots of people and will have no time to think of the negative. really great friends!