it's a new day! And I am still here and still proving I can do it. For so long I depended on someone else for my strength. Now I have me to depend on. My counselor figured me out. I need to become the sweet ballsy bitch I used to be 20 something years ago. I liked her. I let him eat away at that girl a little bit every day til she disappeared. but guess what? SSSHHHHEEEE'S  BBAAAAACCCCKKKK!