tired after yesterday. the phone call was a little upsetting for a bit. it was going good til then. but still upbeat right now. he talks to lots of people bout our problems but cannot face me. oh well. his loss again. looking for the future. i know it will be better than the past. i have family behind me. but i need to make my stand until they understand its in my best interest to b a stronger person. dont like the me now but looking forward to the new me. cant wait til she appears!