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Ok so for the first time ever I purchased my own bedroom set. Got it set up on Monday and instead of feeling great I feel like crap. Like it was another nail in the coffin of what ever relationship I had with my ex. While moving stuff into the room I came across a few pictures of me and him. Happy times that don't help my mood out. The bedroom set I got has 2 inn tables. A dresser with a mirror on top and the bed frame with 8 drawers underneath and a headboard as well. I got it for a steal really. $400 for it all. I was excited when I got it but now am just bummed. One of my brothers sent me nasty text msgs last night saying how he thinks I'm an idiot for caring still. Which could be true but I've never been one to just turn off my caring faucet. He doesn't understand the pain I'm in and the more I tried to explain to him the more pissed off he got.
My computer is still down so I haven't been able to keep reading things on here or update as much as I would like to. Wish I could just wake up a new person tomorrow.