Well, all I've done today is clean out closets, I can't get myself motivated to start putting Halloween decorations together, I need to start, as it takes about 2 weeks. I love Halloween it's my favorite holiday to decorate for. I just am depressed over this house thing. I can't get going. It's amazing how much crap seems to gather in closets. Just did clothes closets I must have 40 pairs of shoes, I pulled like 30 pcs of clothing out that I don't wear and I just did this 3 months ago. I feel I need to get thing in order in case I do have to move.:( :(Bottom line is I'm bummed out ..maybe tommorrow will be better:)
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Well, to me, it sounds like you are doing well. Most people chose notto be prepared for what is coming. It is so so so very very hard, and it hurts so very very bad. Your depression is probably from your situation, I get that a lot, and then as the situation gets worse, so does your depression. Try to push yourself a little so at the end of the day you will have accomplished something and you will feel better because you did, instead of beating yourself up because you didn\'t get anything done. WOW...so easy to say, but I know, harder to do. I left my home and most of the things in it. It has been 3 1/2 years and I still miss my home, my flowers and vegie garden. Now when I drive by, everything that reminded him of me is gone...out of spite. It hurts, but I\'ve learned that there is nothing I can do about it, I can\'t change him, I can only change me and so that is what I\'m doing, well, trying to do. It takes a lot of time, please be kind to yourself. You take very good care my friend!
Moving after my divorce was the easiest thing I had to do. I just tossed most of my posessions or gave them away, and bought a boat that I spent the next 5 years living on. You don\'t need many extra things on a boat.
Sorry about the depression, it\'s hard, I know. You can\'t stop living so enjoy the decorations and what you have now.
By the way, I may not have many pairs of shoes, but I do have some that are 25 years old. HAHA Classics I call them. Good luck Campy.