2018

For starters I am blessed and happy it's new year new full of new beginnings so this is really weird but this morning I went to breakfast and this lady came up to me and offered me money and I just think there's so many people I'm fortunate than myself so I refused it and told her no thank you it's nice that people are thoughtful and it was a nice gesture but I will be fine I'm doing good at my job and they are remodeling so there's a lot of different kind of projects around the store I work at TJ Maxx and it's pretty interesting to say the least I'm thinking about doing a class or two at GCC which is called Community College I kind of already know what I want to do I don't know I guess it's never too late to stop and figure out what you want to do in life and I love children and I have a passion for the education to teach kids new things and help them mold there personality and their mind I just never really gave it much thought. I am taking a new look at myself and try not to date past people I've dated before but it's really hard cuz lately a lot of my past people I've dated have tried to ask me for a second chance or anything but I'm doing this new thing that might work and I just want to start fresh with someone new and if I have to wait I will do it because it will be worth it they didn't work out for a reason I have to realize that and put it behind me. I think I want to go find a church I think I know which church I'm going to join but it's a it's a small step in the right direction I'm a little nervous cuz I think I'll be just the one going I have a really hard time with my faith so I don't know how this is all going to work out but maybe I'll go for a service or two in the next month or two see how it feels. I just want to reflect on myself that I can't I'm not going to be able to get along with everybody and that goes for some people that might not be the best to hang out with or be friends with or go out to lunch with especially if they assume and accused you of things so I'm just going to set and this isn't a personal thing it's just something that I went through with a friend and it had nothing to do with anything but we're no longer friends but as respectful adults we have to respect each other and move on.