I feel like cutting tonight. Not sure if I will go through with it. I don't want to it is just I feel weird to night. I talked with my sponger tonight about blowing him and some friends off over the week end.
I hope you made it through the night okay without giving in to the urge to hurt yourself. Personally, I have wanted to hurt other people lately! Sometimes we feel like socializing and sometimes not. I hope your sponsor helped to talk you down. You keep coming back, and that is good....I wish I could share as openly as you. I tend to keep it all down, not good and I know it. I guess there are core qualities we all have, and sometimes they rule against out best interests. It is sad but a horse that has been tied to a post, can be untied, and still just stand there with no interest in freedom.
Take care ol buddy....Rebecca
I hope you didn\'t do anything to yourself. This journal was written on my birthday!! No bad things can happen on that day!!! Big Hugs!!! Let us know how you are doing.
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I hope you made it through the night okay without giving in to the urge to hurt yourself. Personally, I have wanted to hurt other people lately! Sometimes we feel like socializing and sometimes not. I hope your sponsor helped to talk you down. You keep coming back, and that is good....I wish I could share as openly as you. I tend to keep it all down, not good and I know it. I guess there are core qualities we all have, and sometimes they rule against out best interests. It is sad but a horse that has been tied to a post, can be untied, and still just stand there with no interest in freedom.
Take care ol buddy....Rebecca
I hope you didn\'t do anything to yourself. This journal was written on my birthday!! No bad things can happen on that day!!! Big Hugs!!! Let us know how you are doing.