FUCKING LIFE SUCKS !!!@!!!!!!!! Just when I feel like I am on my way up. FUCK ! My mind goes down the tube. My thinking gets fucked up. I think I want to die. I hate me and my life. I want to hurt myself so fucking bad right now. Not just cut but HURT ! myself. It feels like it is the only way to clear out my mind. To get the shit out of it. All the fucked up things that go on in it. FUCK !
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Please do not harm yourself , would make me very sad to think of that
you have a beautiful smile on your profile pick , so you do have that going for you
Hang in there the day will go by fast dont worry xoxo
I have had those days. Just know the feeling will pass. You must gather strength to move on. Take a brisk walk outside, drink lots of water, take a nice hot shower, and then just get in bed with a good book or TV show on. Relax into your pillow and cry if you have to. Sometimes a good cry really helps. Pay attention to you breath and your heartbeat and feel the connection. You are connected to me you are connected to other and you are connected to the universe. You are here for a reason. No need to figure it out. Oh, I forgot, eat a hearty dinner too before you shower and get in bed. Pray. This will pass. There is so much beauty in the world and you are special. Nobody can do what you do. Hugs, Nikki
I hope the intensity of the moment has passed. Again, it takes courage to admit that you are powerless....therein lies the turning point. Be good to yourself Guy. Treat yourself with the same loving words you extend to others.
Holding hope in my heart....xo
I\'m sorry to hear this Guy. Just remember that if things have improved in the past, they will improve again. We must chat again sometime soon - thanks for the mah-jong challenges. :)