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Thank you to all my friends om here that have given me support and kind words. The thing about my cutting is. I don't feel any thing. I don't feel sad, happy, angry, lonely, ashamed. I don't even feel the pain of cutting. I feel the pain of the cut after a while. But not while I am in the process of cutting. I am seeing a therapist  I have been working on this for a lot of years so far. I am just getting si tired of fighting this every day of my life. Some times it does get the better of me. I am lucky my higher power put my kids in my life. 

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stevebhopes
stevebhopes

Just know that you can get better. I have in this area and rarely get tempted anymore. Keep fighting my friend!
Soph827
Soph827

Agreed!
tattyhead184
tattyhead184

Good luck with the therapist Guy. I know what you mean by lack of emotions, that\'s how I feel too at times. We\'ll both conquer this sooner or later, I\'m sure we will.
todayisanewday
todayisanewday

with you on your road. you are not alone. my last si episode was august fourth 2012. although i have been awfully tempted to start again. just keep fighting