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I tried yesterday not to but couldn't. I know I have a lot of friends here. It's just hard when I have the razor in hand and no one is online. I don't have any one I can call or would know what I am going through. Even on here. I have just meet the first person who does it for the same reason. For those who care. i am OK. I am not suicidal. Just at times need to see myself bleed. I know it is weird but that is the only reason I know of for it. Again thank you all for your support.
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I have had similar struggles. I am glad you are not suicidal. I hope your mood improves soon my friend.
I get what youmean by needing to see yourself bleed, stop thenumbness and feel you are alive. You do feel pain. Im sorry you are struggling with this at the moment. Have you ever seeked professional help?
Hey Guy,
I have been off the grid for awhile. Having some \"boyfriend\" issues. I am sorry to read of your struggles....but relieved to know that you have the courage to ask for help and to share your vulnerability. Yes cutting does seem to be weird. I know that when my son was cutting I felt so helpless and sad. He did it to get pain killers, and did stop when he got better at getting drugs.
I think we all are a bit suicidal in many ways. Patterns of behavior are very stubborn and difficult to change.....I believe that awareness is such a huge part of healing....I am sorry I wasn\'t here for you. I hope that today can be a new beginning.
Sending tight hugs to you my friend,
Rebecca
I know what it\'s like to be at the lowest ebb but I also know it\'s possible to pull through, with help and support. I\'m right behind you Guy and don\'t forget you can call on me anytime. Take care.