I feel really bad today. I want to cut right now. I feel like a burden to every one around me. I want to hurt myself right now. trying hard not to. Don'y know if i can stop myself. I need my blade right now.
Once again my friend, your courage in reaching out and admitting to your deepest flaws is something I respect....it makes me sad and it makes me mad, but I truly understand self destructive urges....I don\'t cut, but I know what compulsion feels like and it is indeed a huge challenge to turn a behavior around.
Please remember this YOU are not your behavior.....and remember this YOU are only a burden to yourself, everyone around you that loves you knows that you are a good man with some bad thoughts....
May you resist your inner voice and tell that demon to go f**k itself!
Love ya, Rebecca
I too hope you resisted the urge. Cutting is a form of self-hate and isn\'t good in any way. I am a recovering cutter myself and know how you have been feeling. Please drop me line if you need to vent.l
Sorry I haven\'t been around Guy, I hope you\'re feeling a little better now. Don\'t go punishing yourself, anyone who really knows you will tell you you\'re no burden.
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I hope you didn\'t cut. I hope you can do something to distract yourself. Keep reaching out. Keep talking about your feelings. love to you
Once again my friend, your courage in reaching out and admitting to your deepest flaws is something I respect....it makes me sad and it makes me mad, but I truly understand self destructive urges....I don\'t cut, but I know what compulsion feels like and it is indeed a huge challenge to turn a behavior around.
Please remember this YOU are not your behavior.....and remember this YOU are only a burden to yourself, everyone around you that loves you knows that you are a good man with some bad thoughts....
May you resist your inner voice and tell that demon to go f**k itself!
Love ya, Rebecca
I too hope you resisted the urge. Cutting is a form of self-hate and isn\'t good in any way. I am a recovering cutter myself and know how you have been feeling. Please drop me line if you need to vent.l
Sorry I haven\'t been around Guy, I hope you\'re feeling a little better now. Don\'t go punishing yourself, anyone who really knows you will tell you you\'re no burden.