Why does the need always seem to happen early morning. Like at 3 or 4 Am. I know i should get here more and journal. I am keeping my head above water for now. I did it 2 times so far this week. I hate when this happens.
As always Guy, thanks for your sweet and sincere hug. I am not one to preach....well maybe a little:)...but, I have learned that behaviors are just that...ways we behave....underneath the act is something so profoundly sad, and often unexpressed that we use the behavior to avoid walking into and through our fears.
I know you are a man of courage, and of deep faith and spirit. I hope that today you can see the beauty within yourself, and honor and love the man that I know. You deserve love, not pain, but sometimes we have only ourselves to look to for that love.
Maybe rather than hating when it happens....love yourself for losing your way....offer yourself a hug, and use the moment for an opportunity to heal.
Sometimes when we diffuse the power of a destructive behavior, we leave it behind.
You can heal yourself, and you will move forward.
Much love to you dear man....Rebecca
I\'ve been tempted a couple of times too this week. It\'s a horrible feeling isn\'t it. We shouldn\'t beat ourselves up over this though - we\'ve both been through a lot through no fault of our own. I just want to tell you that you\'re a really nice person to know and a good friend to me. Please don\'t forget that. Take care.
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As always Guy, thanks for your sweet and sincere hug. I am not one to preach....well maybe a little:)...but, I have learned that behaviors are just that...ways we behave....underneath the act is something so profoundly sad, and often unexpressed that we use the behavior to avoid walking into and through our fears.
I know you are a man of courage, and of deep faith and spirit. I hope that today you can see the beauty within yourself, and honor and love the man that I know. You deserve love, not pain, but sometimes we have only ourselves to look to for that love.
Maybe rather than hating when it happens....love yourself for losing your way....offer yourself a hug, and use the moment for an opportunity to heal.
Sometimes when we diffuse the power of a destructive behavior, we leave it behind.
You can heal yourself, and you will move forward.
Much love to you dear man....Rebecca
I\'ve been tempted a couple of times too this week. It\'s a horrible feeling isn\'t it. We shouldn\'t beat ourselves up over this though - we\'ve both been through a lot through no fault of our own. I just want to tell you that you\'re a really nice person to know and a good friend to me. Please don\'t forget that. Take care.