2 years short of 60 and I am freaking out already.

I am two years short of being 60 years old.  It freaks me out and don't know why.  Age is just a number or so I am told.  I feel like 20 on the inside but on the outside I feel my age.  Yesterday, I was having dinner with my cousins and brother Don.  We were all complaining about our aches and pains.  We all have them.  It reminded me of my mom, her friends and sisters who complained about their aches and pains.  I thought they were so old.  Now we are all doing the same thing.  Wow!  What goes around comes back doesn't it.  
For me, I have carpal tunnel, my elbows and shoulders cause me pain.  I will see the doctor about the elbows/shoulders but want to give it a week or two before I go on to see him.  For me the area of most pain or discomfort is my arms.
On the bright side, my grand daughter will be born at the end of April or beginning of May, whenever she comes.  Her name will be Makena.  I have something positive to look forward to but have to be careful with Tyson, as first borns get their nose out of joint with another sibling.
From DianeB