2 weeks on Cymbalta

still dont feel any different...but I think with what is going on in my life at the moment, no meds is going to make me feel any better about...maybe help me stop worrying so much and make me able to cope with the situation a bit better...but dont think I am going to feel much better with whats going on...will just mention that it involves my mother in law....enough said.......and I think I will be under a lot of stress till the day she dies, and lately I just want her dead now, and thats not good....just wish she wasnt like she is...and we cant just cut her from our lives cause she is very unwell and has no one else to care for her..... I believe that without her in our lives I would be feeling much better....maybe even well enough to not need meds........... I just want her gone so bad right now.... I dont feel any love towards her and I should.... I am one who usually sees the best in everyone...but her...I just cant.... I feel so horrible right now....just want to sleep so I dont have to feel or think.....just needed to vent.