2-23-12

Well I have not been working for the past two weeks. The weather is beautiful outside, going to walk shortly. I have been working on and off for one company and right now they don't have any projects but hopefully will be back at work next week. The manager brought her kids over last weekend and they spent the weekend with me while she went to spend some time with her BF.  They had a great time here, they really enjoyed the dogs, pigs and especially the chickens; every five minutes they would check if the chickens laid eggs. I sent them home with fresh egg. My manager (Aubrey) called me and wanted to know since it will be slow at work and there would be no work coming in if I wouldn't mind caring for her kids a couple of days each week while their on summer break.  I need to talk to Rudy and see what he thinks, he might not go for it since I really need to be looking for a full time work. I think I would be neat if I could be a daycare sitter during the summer but Rudy thinks their would be too much liability to worry about. 
Well my mom who's in Florida is thinking about selling her home and getting into a Condo. My brother and sister were out of work and now they both are back at work and since I'm not working a full time position I get an uneasy feeling when we talk on the phone. I can't please this woman. WHATEVER. Doesn't matter what others think about me as long as I'm ok with my life is all that matters. My sister was a pill attic and when she lost her job she couldn't afford the pills so she detoxed, well now that she's working again I wouldn't doubt it that she starts popping pills again.  My sister and mom are sooo close and soo much alike.  I just wish I had someone close to talk to. a mom, a sister, a FRIEND. Since I have moved out to a rural area I haven't been able to make friends except from the jobs I pick up but just at work. Well I gotta go walking. Till gain