2.2.2011 happy groundhog day!!!!!!!!

well, the heavy snow didnt get as bad as they thought. thank god. my poor car is in the shade. havnt been out in a while. son off school all week so far. he seft to go to nvideo store and isnt back yet. its about 0 outside. i wish he woiuld call me. cant get ahold of older son. very upset abut that. got good shower last night. think i have a wind burn. sis supposed to take me to get food and cigs tomorow. got chineese food tonight. im soooo fat. my bday party is saturday. im out of control w/ my eating. must leave house tommorow no matter what. im dangurasly running out of cigs. yes i am an evil smoker. the dredge of the earth. oh well what ya ganna do. wish oldest would just call me. why do they want to worry me all the time. well at leaste the trash got takin out. ill prob be able to drive in spring when my car melts. have to get lisenced this month ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! ive been playing austurige, head in the sand. ok, pills kiking in so i must eat lots of chineese food. might be back on tommorow. untill then.....................