1st day alone in a long time....
Good morning, well almost noon now. I ended up goin to Eaton Rapids from Tues-Thurs last week. My girlfriend came n picked up me & tia, took me to the dr(so the hubby didnt have to leave work early), then on to E.R. Was a relaxing couple days visiting with my oldest daughter jamie and my gf. The dr app was very stressful for me, my daughter went in with me, next time i will go in alone i think..lol. But i really needed her for moral support as this was my 1st time there, new dr. I actually liked her, was very thoughough(however ya spell that). Represcribed Ativan, and put me on a trial run of Lexapro(2 week free samples.., shit the copay for it would be $50..WOOOOO). Need to see if there's a generic for it, that would be $15, much better. She's also setting me up for a sleep study. Long overdue i believe. Big snorer, hubby says i do stop breathin for a few seconds quite a bit..oh boy. Have no idea what treatments they have for that stuff. So now I'm trying not to think about the sleep study. God can you believe i even shed tears at the drs..man i get sick of that shit. I always feel like i'm on the edge of tears..frustrating. I talk about anything too serious and i overspill, so annoying... But anyhoo, i certainly hope things in my head and feelings in my body get better over time. I still have hope. Grr i gotta get off my butt and occomplish sumthin today. Didnt get up till 8:30am, 2 hrs later than normal, usually try to get up with the hubby to see him off. Dreary day. Got music videos on the tube, kinda loud...cant do that with the kid here, she stayed in eaton rapids with her dad, will b back wed. Woo, a little mini-in-home-vacation from the kid..WOOOHOOO. But i will miss her and b glad when she gets back. I call her a kid but she's 19...long story there.... well, gonna dance..lol..while doin housework..wooopwooop! Keep on rockin!!!!
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