wow i think i have given up.
i dont the energy to go on and things are like getting to me
esp the pain, i fell of my bf the other day, i climb on his back so he could me a piggy back and we fell over big time and now the back is so frigging sore.
i think a nice od on pills will do the trick.
depression is at a all time low.
wow, can i go on like this.
many thanks to my friends who have supported me the past fre months, i love you all so much, and i app your friend ship.
tomorrow the kids will be gone and i dont what i will do. it sucks, being in bed day in and out. when will this end.
soph.
i dont the energy to go on and things are like getting to me
esp the pain, i fell of my bf the other day, i climb on his back so he could me a piggy back and we fell over big time and now the back is so frigging sore.
i think a nice od on pills will do the trick.
depression is at a all time low.
wow, can i go on like this.
many thanks to my friends who have supported me the past fre months, i love you all so much, and i app your friend ship.
tomorrow the kids will be gone and i dont what i will do. it sucks, being in bed day in and out. when will this end.
soph.
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how about the kids ? what would happen to them if u passed ?i understand about all the time in bed . i\'ve spent mose of the last ten years there . the only time i managed to crawl out was when i tried to stay busy . is there nothing u can do ? i can\'t drive so it is a real challenge for me . i finally did volunteer work with people that were worse off than me and got close to people on sites i could lend my supprt to . both took my mind off of myself . please try anything but don\'t end it . think of your kids .
No OD OK? Barri is right - who would look after the kids? Dad? I don\'t think so! The witch? Not a good option for the long term.
I was brought up by my grandparents and while a lot of it was great it is far from ideal - the generation gap is far to wide no matter how much love there is. So my friend - YOU are it!
BTW what were you thinking piggy backing with your original pain at your age? Please find another form of fun please?
And remember what Barri said. THINK OF THE KIDS!
Reach out to Lifeline or Beyond Blue There are people there in your area who can help you work through this.
Hang in there! And think of your kids as suggested above. Think about how much it would hurt them if they lost you.
Have you been to the doctor since you fell? Is there anything more that can be done to relieve your pain? I understand hurting so bad you don\'t want to go on, but giving up is not the answer. Keep looking for a solution.
Please reconsider that would be permanent, no turning back. Is there some other pill that could help the pain better? Your kids love and need you, YOU are too special, do you take anything for the depression? I wish you had someone to talk with you, for you to talk to. LOVE you so much, tears running down my face as I write this, cannot imagine life without you, have known you a long time. Is there a crisis hot line you could call? Love you love you HUGHUGHUG Please keep us updated. I will pm you today.
Last July I wanted to give up.....I didn\'t see any way through, any way to better...I did something that day that changed my life forever....it has gotten better ever since.....it gave me tiny seeds of peace and joy and I felt so loved....so assured that I could, that I would be alright.....I had help, I had leadership, guidance and that amazing love......I am praying for you.....reaching out to you in faith and understanding......sending gentle hugs and prayers for your precious life.......for the beautiful soul and amazing spirit that is you.........
Hang in there!! ((Hugs)))
Soph, please hang in there! I just now tried sending you an email on gmail and it said you didn\'t have an account. Please know you are not alone in feeling so down. You know I have moments like that and in the end somehow I am able to shake it off. That\'s what you need to do Soph. You know I am telling you right. Those kids of yours need you. You are so happy with little Lil. THEY NEED YOU!
you are a good mom and really all your children have. you must look to tomorrow and the next day for what will come. around the corner there will be the joy of looking into lili\'s bright eyes and watching her skip through the rain in her rubber boots. your children are a part of you.
I\'m late in responding but I finally got rid of my dinosaur computer. On my bad pain d ays and most of them are bad, I have been right where you are and have thought about giving up. I recently lost my husband from a massive heart attack only 54 years old. But I celebrated my 56th birthday with my kids and grandson. Please hang in there. Things will get better. I keep reminding myself. Sounds like you have some precious children and they do need you. Take care.