My world is crashed and burned. I feel alive only when I receive a message from him. He said i'm immature, deleted me from FB, yet still talking with me. There is a distance between us. He wrote that he loves me today. I feel so hopeless. My mother is worried about me and even called my father. He called me and I just had to cry. I have almost no contact with him and I didn't want to speak with him ever again. I do love him and miss him, and I wish he could be a good dad even if they're divorced. Like caring about me and doing nice stuff. I wonder if things ever go back to normal.