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I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I WAKE UP SO SICK TO MY STOMACH AND CAN NOT SEE WELL AND PAIN ALL OVER ,DIZZY, IT COULD BE THE WEATHER CAUSING ALL MY FIBROMYALGIA AND MENIERE'S AND MIGRAINES AND ACID REFLUX AND ANXIETY TO BE FLARING AT THE SAME TIME, I JUST HAD BLOOD WORK AND NOTHING SHOWED UP GOING THE DOCTOR TOMORROW, JUST FEEL LIKE DYING ,DO NOT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS AND,I HAVE NO ONE TO HELP AND I JUST PUSH MYSELF THROUGH , I KNOW WE ALL ARE FIGHTING SOME THING AND I FEEL SO ALL ALONE, MY HUSBAND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND KEEPS SAYING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ,WELL I WISH I KNEW, I AM NOT ONE TO ASK FOR HELP, SORRY IF I HAVE NOT BEEN AROUND MUCH AND YESTERDAY DS WAS ACTING UP, WELL I HAVE MUCH LOVE FOR ALL OF YOU, AND I REALLY KNOW I AM NOT ALONE IT JUST FEELS LIKE THAT SOME TIMES, NOW HOPING FOR BETTER DAYS FOR US ALL.
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I am here.
Could you get some movies,or watch Halmark channel or tv?
Dearest Shirley: I am so sorry you are not feeling well and that you feel all alone. It is so difficult to deal with all you have to deal with and feel that way. I am hoping that the doctor\'s are able to help give you some relief. Do let me know how you\'re doing afterward. And always remember, the Lord is with you--He will never leave you nor forsake you. I am praying for you.
Blessings,
Kelly
Shirley have you been checked for Sjogren\'s disease? Just a thought with your dry eyes & not seeing good. I use to get the migraine headaches bad for yrs, but one day they finally stopped. I think it had allot to do with going through menopause. I was taking Imitrex for yrs & it helped allot. We are here for you sweetie. Lean on us. We understand your hurt & loneliness. Sending lots of prayers & a big hug.
You\'re going to be alright.
Brad
My Sweet Sis,
Im so sorry you are not feeling well, youve got so many things goin on inside and out. I apologise I have not been around the last 2 days. i feel like i go up one on the ladder and slide down two. Im am glad you are going to see the doctor tommow. PLZ PLZ PLZ stress to the doc how bad you feel.The docs see so may patients that they get desensatiised and i feel they dont always hear us unless we cry tears or make some noise. I wish i could go to the doctor with you. I pray we get our situations situated so you can come visit me. Then i can take care of you and you will be treated with TLC FROM EVERYBODY HERE =-)
IM STILL GOING TO TRY TO CALL YOU TODAY SOON AS KIDS SETTLE DOWN.
Thank you for the journal comment your words mean a lot to me. would it help if you got a counselor to see for added support? Im trying to figure out whats causing your symptoms but its best left in the hands of God and see the doc. I LOVE YOU PLZ DONT EVER EVEN THINK THAT ID FORGET YOU. I GET FEELIN LIKE NOBODY NEEDS ME AND THEN I SEE THAT PEOPLE ON DS DO CARE. I HAVE FELT LIKE I BRING OTHERS DOWN SO I KINDA LAID LOW. BUT I NEED TO REMEBER WE ARE SISTERS AND THATS THAT. GOD IS WITH YOU PEARLY AND HE HAS YOUR PRECIOUS LOVED ONES AND HE IS EVEN TAKING CARE OF BRANDON TOO RIGHT NOW.NO DOUBT YOU FEEL SICK. PLZ TRY TO FIND A WAY TO RELAX AND BE KIND TO SHIRLEY. OKAY IM RAMBLING...IM GOING TO TRY TO CALL YOU SOON
LOVE, YOUR LIL SIS THAT CARES AND IS BACK
LESLIE XOX (((HEARTFELT HUGS)))
Sorry to hear you are feeling so bad...I have not been online here in so long *because* I feel like this every single day for a few yrs now. I started getting really sick about five yrs ago and it all added up. Now every day is a battle. My only way of getting thru is knowing I can\'t leave my four boys w/o a mother...I lost my mother and I know how horrible that feels...so i *must* fight on. I know what it\'s like to have to keep explaining to ppl over and over because they don\'t get it,they don\'t feel it...they can\'t fathom it...It\'s EVEN HARDER when ppl like us are so sick,yet the blood tests,etc say nothing,really. I go to a wonderful Dr *among many* that is considered to be extremely intelligent,yet even *he* can\'t help me like I need to be helped. He tells me he has many *women* esp who travel the world looking for answers to the relentless pain they endure on a daily basis. He tells me never to give up,never stop looking. I have found that I have had to give up a lot of things being as sick as I am. One being \'friends/family\' that CANNOT for the life of them,understand. They just can\'t believe so much turmoil can happen to one person. For some reason many of the women in my fam. are very sick and suffer w/Autoimmune diseases and chronic pain esp. We don\'t know why....and some times even ques God as to why? It just doesn\'t seem fair. I went from being a very active woman to a very limited woman who spends her time battling these illnesses,going to drs who don\'t know what to do and trying to get others to understand. I have to give myself credit tho,even being sick,I\'m a better person than many who are not even sick at all...just prideful and selfish. I have all the ailments you do plus more...all I can say is take each day and try not to think about all the days ahead...try to distract yourself with things you like...maybe a really good book. I am very limited but I *still* do all I can to at least visit my garden and pick around a little. I usually don\'t last long,but I do it anyway. There are times that I do things my body says \'no\' to me about,and I \'pay\' for it with being \'out of commission\' for the next three days...never the less,I will keep trying until my dying day. I pray we all find peace and that we will some day soon be released from all this discomfort. I take pain killers that I swore I\'d never take...but my dr says *I have to* to live,so I do...Do whatever it takes and never give up!
Also,surround yourself with ppl who applaud you and see you for who you are and accept you...who BELIEVE IN YOU. It\'s A MUST! It has been hard,but I have weeded out as many negative ppl in my life possible....I know it isn\'t easy.
Oh dear i hope you get some answers or at least some rest.Gentle hugzzz...you are not alone and we are all here for you..XX
Oh Shirley, It sounds like you are dealing with so much right now....I wish we could all come over to give you a hand and help you feel better. For me, a lot of physical symptoms started showing up after Greg died. The two worst ones were anxiety attacks and acid reflux. I have had to completely change my diet, add exercise, and understand that my mental state is tightly connected to my physical state. I didn\'t understand that even if I wasn\'t feeling stressed out I was still stressed out because I was dealing with the loss of Greg and the depression and grief that can debilitate us. I hope and pray that the doctors you go to can help you with these awful problems. Please don\'t ever think you are bothering us with your problems...that is what we are all here for. We all need the extra help and boost we get from each other. Sending you healing thoughts and peace, Anne
Praying God\'s healing hand over your body.
so wish we could sit and watch a good ole horror movie together....we could both use the company.....big ((((hugs))))
My poor sweet friend Shirley, I am so sorry you going through a rough time, I am here if you need to chat and have a friend to listen to. Sorry to hear your husband does not understand, sounds like you need a friend to listen. Hugs and love you lots xx