EASTER
WELL ITS EASTER AND HOLIDAYS ARE ALL WAYS SAD SINCE MY DAUGHTER PASSED AWAY, SO TO ALL WHO SHARE THAT PAIN MY HEART IS WITH YOU. I PRAY SO MUCH AND CAN NOT UNDERSTAND WHY WERE BORN TO SUFFER AND DIE. I KNOW SOME DAY I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER BUT RIGHT NOW I AM LOST AND LONELY AND SAD. I DO SEE A FEW GRAND CHILDREN ONCE IN A WHILE BUT NO ONE EVER COMES AROUND ON HOLIDAYS ,MAYBE IT IS ME. WHY IS WHEN YOU REALLY NEED PEOPLE THERE NOT THERE. I TRY TO BE THERE FOR EVERY ONE BUT, WHY DO THEY NOT CARE. MY SON IS STILL NOT TALKING TO ME AND AS LONG AS HE IS WITH HIS PRESENT WIFE I WILL PROBLEY NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN. SHE IS EVIL. IF WE BELIEVE IN GOD WE MUST BELIEVE IN EVIL.AND HE CAN NOT STAND UP TO HER. AND I HAVE TO LET HIM GO, IT MAKES ME TO SICK TO WORRY ANY MORE ,BUT THE DEPRESSION SETS IN. THEN ON TOP OF ALL THAT I WOKE UP WITH A COLD,YES KICK ME SOME MORE,,SORRY I AM VENTING I JUST NEED TO GET THIS ALL OUT, I TRY SO HARD TO KEEP PEOPLE HAPPY AND WELL I AM SAD. i ASK THE LORD TO TAKE THIS ALL FROM ME SO THAT I CAN HAVE SOME PEACE. AMEN :((
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I know your suffering at times like these, your loss is great and i pray yoy get the peace you so deserve my dear friend, love susie xx
praying for you & peace to you on loss of daughter & that you\'re so & you reunite soon. May you see your grandchildren &great.grandchildren a lot. Peace to you.
Love, Mary
Sweet Shirley I\'m so sorry things are so rough on you. This is the safe place to vent, we all do and we all need to do it. Whatever happened to children honoring their parents in their old age? This country does not respect old age like the Orientals and Asian do. I love my granddaughters but sometimes I feel like I\'m nothing but a babysitter to them. They are all still so very young, the oldest two just turned 5. I feel so tired and worn out sometimes. OK so that\'s my vent for today. Sending you hugs and love and also to your precious Denise. Terry
I\'m sorry you are hurting so bad. It\'s not fair and we humans just can\'t understand it when it happens. Love is here for you and remember that when you are down.
Lots of comforting hugs to you my sweet friend, I am so sorry to hear you feeling sad at this time with at Easter, it is always hard over the special holidays like this and I really understand. But just remember we are all here to care about you and help you. Sorry to hear you son is still not talking to you, that is very sad, I hope that he will come sometime and speak to you as you are his mother. Hugs xx
Vent all you want.... Depression pushes us into a hole and pushes other people away. Work at you make yourself whole, then maybe the world will see you differantly including your son.
Hugs Penny