Just another day
WELL THINGS HAVE NOT CHANGED MUCH ,HAVE HAD A COUPLE BETTER DAYS AND TAKING ONE DAY AT A TIME, WISHING I COULD BE MORE UP BEAT BUT EVERY DAY I WAKE UP SCARED NOT KNOWING WHAT KIND OF DAY I AM GOING TO HAVE, I DO TAKE THE BETTER ONES AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT,SO HARD WHEN YOU CAN NOT FIND MUCH HELP, AND WHEN I AM DOWN I MISS MY DENISE MORE,BECAUSE I WANT SO MUCH TO TALK TO HER. BUT I KNOW THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE BUT DOES NOT MAKE IT ANY EASIER, THE WEATHER HAS BEEN GREAT AND I WANT TO GET OUT MORE BUT I CAN LOOK OUT AT THE SUN AND THE TREES ARE BLOOMING THOSE WHITE FLOWERS AND I THINK HOW DID WE GET TO SPRING LIKE I MISSED A LOT OF TIME, IT IS A STRANGE FEELING, I AM TALKING TO MY GRAND DAUGHTERS AGAIN ,BUT NOW MY SON NOT TALKING TO ME HIS WIFE IS VERY CONTROLING, WELL I PRAY EVERY NIGHT THE LORD WILL MAKE ME WELL, BEST WISHES TO ALL.
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The Lord will protect you.
The weather here in NC has been beautiful lately. I find that it does help each day to see sunshine, hear the birds sing and see flowers blooming. It is amazing how the time continues to move along. It will be 5 years for my Alex on May 18th...how is that possible? Love and hugs...Karen
Take care Shirley...maybe sitting in the sunshine like Titus does can help...(((hugs))
Sometimes you have to take it one day,
one hour, one minute, one moment and
one breath at a time...AnnM
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HI Shirley, glad you\'re talking to your granddaughters again and hopefully things will get better soon with your son. I find that taking a short walk sometimes is just the thing I need to give me a little lift as I enjoy the beauty of Spring around me...just an idea! Hope your evening is gentle...Love, Donna
Shirley I hope you start feeling a lot better very soon. I know you are trying to get there. I thought when the nice weather came I would feel much better, but I still feel sad. I don\'t want to feel this way anymore and I know you feel the same way too. Physical illness and depression go hand in hand. Sending love, Terry
Spring is comming embrace it...Denise will help you, just follow her spirit.
Enjoy your grandkids, they grow up so fast. You are the rock for them it is all good. I hope you are doing better. Hugs Penny
Your daughter is your ange. My brother, Dan,who is gone at 54 is my angel he\'s very helpful. You have 2 grandchildren,who love you.
Mary hugs sis
Shirley,
We both live with chronic illness, chronic fatigue and chronic pain. My plan of action is gratitude. It makes my whole life run smoother. I am sorry you are ill. I think of my son a lot too! I think both of my sons inherited so many of my health problems and I think Josh probably died trying to get away from the pain with prescription pain killers.
I know it isn\'t easy.
With love,
Leda