Saturday

It is Saturday and I am having some anxiety,do not really know why,tried to go out a little the sun was out. Every day seems to be different ,I love my friends here they kept me going today, makes my day. I watched a movie last night ,it was the life of John Lennon when he was young, His mother ended up dieing and he was sad and said she never coming back ,tore me up. I don't even want to go into that it is to much. I wish i had interesting things to say but my life is boring I am afraid. If it was not for TV I don't know what I do. I have to admit I like scary movies,my counselor said it's because it is worse then my life and keeps my mind busy, I get brain fog some time and can not think straight,I feel like I am rambling so I will end here.