Sunday

Waking up sick again, my doctor keeps saying it is stress can stress make me this sick? It is Sunday morning and I am looking out side.I see a world ,but do not feel I am in it. Can the pain of losing my daughter bring on so much sickness, it is going to be 7 years. I am always feeling so bad that,I feel numb about my Denise ,like I can not take any more. One of my anxiety i s fear of having a heart attack from all the stress,so every pain and ache scares me. With fibromyalgia and meniere,s and acid reflux and anxiety,ext. I do not know how to go on. Living has lost it meaning. I go to counseling,I take meds. I try to push myself through the day I do not sit around ,what else can I do , I pray. I feel so lost right now,where has my sunshine gone.