ANXIOUS!

6-9-09:  I don't know why I am feeling so anxious!  It all began (again) when my friend killed himself.  I thought I would start to feel better after all the services were over.  I don't. Of course, Scott's "angel date" is the 17th.....that probably has something to do with it.  And, I have not been on my Lexapro.....shame on me!  I will call my doctor tomorrow.  In any case, I just feel like something horrible is about to happen!  I hate it. The weather here is not really helping.  We have had so many storms.  There was a bad one earlier tonight.  I haven't even repaired the damage from the last one....just got the insurance check today.  It hasn't been nice enough to get in the pool.  But, it has been so humid!  I have been getting out to plant flowers, though.  I even planted two tomato plants and six watermelon plants. I went to lunch with my mom today.  That was nice.  Especially since she paid! lol  After that we went to Chris' house.  She had not yet seen the new kitchen cabinets. The house used to be hers so she was really impressed. Here comes the lightning again!  Gotta shut down.