DEPRESSED!
Sunday Night-Late (Early Mon.) I am so depressed! I am using orange type because I have heard orange helps. No luck yet.... I slept nearly all day! I just didn't feel a need to get up. I finally did and then I just cried. I managed to fix chili dogs for supper, vacuum the pool (sort of), and watch a little TV. I am getting ready to take a valium so I can go back to sleep. I just don't know how to get out of this deep dark hole. I was doing better, it seemed, for a bit. Now...... I am drained. I just don't want to do anything. I watched "The Bucket List" last night. I was thinking what I would write. Not much. There are a couple of things I think I would like to do but it is nothing big....see the desert, see a mountain. WOO-HOO! Nothing else, aside from my family, seems to matter. That is pretty sad, I think. I think I am fairly healthy, not too old, the weather today was beautiful, and all I want to do is sleep. I am just doing time.....
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