Tuesday: Mom is ok for the time being. That is a big relief! I am so "homesick" for Scott! Seems like I do okay for a few days and then, BAM, right back down again. The monument co. called this afternoon and they will be putting Scott's headstone in about 10:45 a.m. tomorrow. The lady on the phone was very nice and cheerful. It just made me sad when she told me. One more dose of reality, as if it isn't real enough. Craig will be glad, he says. He just hasn't felt right about a stone not being there. I am trying to prepare myself for seeing it for the 1st time. I am so tired of being sad. I guess I always will be, it seems. Adam is feeling pretty puny. I don't know whether it is another bug or allergies. Doesn't matter...he feels rough. Chris' opening day at the ball field is coming up. He is as prepared as he can be but also nervous. I know he will do fine. I am a little concerned about him and his girlfriend. She told me on Easter, twice, she is going to move in with him in September. Chris never said anything, and he usually would, so I asked him. She was with him so he really couldn't talk, but I am pretty sure it is more her idea and thoughts than his. They are grown-ups but I still don't want my son to get caught up in something he is not ready for or uncertain about. She is ok and if that is who he wants to be with, we will love her. However, she has a lot of baggage and I am just not feeling like she is "the one". I don't think he feels it either. He told me he would talk to me about things later. It is a tough spot because I don't want to interfere but at the same time I want my son to be happy and be with someone because he can't imagine it being any other way. We will see..... I am lucky we are so close and he will really talk with me. I have propane again! Yea! I was able to have my hot shower Mon. morning and it was here when I got home. Whew, is it ever expensive!!! Now I know why I put off the call! Craig found an endorsed check for $3600.00 in a bush at work today. I tracked down the phone # and am going to send it to the people tomorrow. They were very grateful, to say the least. It is pretty weather worn, though, so they may have to have a new one issued. The woman told me who the check was from so I know it belongs to them. That may be my good deed for the next 3600 days. I just don't have the energy to seek things out.