The interview went well, I think.  Don't know when it will air as this is part of an investigative report so there are still facts to find and research to do.  This reporter makes it very easy. One of Scott's friends called me tonight.  He just got back from Iraq.  He is a Marine.  He and Scott have been friends since they were 7.  They used to go in the woods at my neighbors with their little bow & arrows and call it Sherwood Forest like in Robin Hood.  They were always bringing rocks, sticks and cow skulls home.  I know, YUCK.  But they were so darn cute.  Now Jeromy is all grown up.  I have him posted on my photos with Scott.  That was a couple of months before he died.  He is also in a Halloween photo with Scott, Adam, and Mark.  Jeromy was unable to come to the funeral as he was to be deployed at that time. He did call me, however.  Anyway, he is supposed to come by tomorrow and I am so looking forward to it.  I have a knife of Scott's that I want him to have.  Now if I can just make it through the hearing....It is all just depressing and nerve wracking.  It is my mom's 72nd birthday today.  I didn't get to see her but will later this week.  I did talk to her.  I am just glad to have her around.  It has been 2 years since she was diagnosed with colon cancer.  She is doing pretty well right now and will go for a CAT scan on Thurs.  I am keeping my fingers crossed.  I am finally getting a hair cut tomorrow.  It has been months.  Funny how we, at least me, just forget or plain don't care.  But, it is really starting to bug me.  Now, if I can just remember the appt......  Tues. is my Compassionate Friends mtg. I don't know whether I will go or not.  "Course I say that every time and wind up going.  Wed. is my counseling and 2nd round of the EMDR therapy.  Thurs. is the hearing.  Geez.....I haven't done anything for months and it all comes in one week!  I did have a Dr. appt. scheduled for Tues., as well, but I cancelled it.  Enough is enough.  I also got a phone call today from one of my best friends in Olathe, KS.  She is going to call again tomorrow as it was so hectic here tonight.  My stars must be lined up in a crazy pattern right now.  I don't want to go to work tomorrow.  Not because I don't like my job...just because.  To all of you reading my journal, thank you for taking the time.  I think of you all more than you know and worry right along with you.