The EMDR Therapy seems to be helping a little.  I was without power from Wed. night about 10 until about 2 p.m. today.  Two nights without power and 2 mornings getting ready for work was a struggle.  But, it is back on now.  Thank goodness!  I am so sick of winter!  We were supposed to have this coming Mon. off but we have to go to work to make up one of the snow days.  Oh well.  I will be off Thurs. for the Social Security hearing.  It is scheduled for 9 a.m. so hopefully it will not last long and I can have a partial day off.  It will be hard, though, going through all Scott's medical records, etc.  I am ready to get it over with.  I have to gather things for the interview on Sunday and the SS meeting.  I am so disorganized right now.  I have been since Scott died.  I guess it will all come together.  Peaceful wishes to all of you reading this.