I had day #2 off work and one more tomorrow.  We will have to work President's Day and tack on the rest at the end of the school year.  I don't care.  We have soooo much ice!  I lost power for a while tonight.  The electric co. bypassed my main line and I have 5 days to replace my weather head which was broken by a tree limb that fell.  Always something.  It has been kind of a hard couple of days.  Scott was such a trooper during our Jan. 2007 ice storm which was much, much worse than this.  So many memories brought to surface.  We were without power 8 days.  One of the pictures I have posted of him is from during that time.  He was so helpful.  And, I remember him roasting hot dogs in our wood stove.  Too funny.  I miss him so much.  I got a phone call from a TV news reporter I know.  She was approved to do an investigative report on methadone use.  I am going to do an interview with her on Sunday.  For the time being my identity will be kept secret.  I am excited, in a sad way, to be doing this.  I just want to prevent another family from experiencing what I am.  Please say your prayers and send positive thoughts my way, Sunday about 4 p.m., my time. (Central)  I need all the help I can get as this will be/is, an emotional journey.  I have spent most of my time off sleeping.  I am still coughing up the yuck.  I think my body is just emotionally and physically pooped.  I go to my 1st EMDR therapy tomorrow for Post Traumatic Stress.  I hope it helps.  For nearly 8 mo. I have been reliving, at least once a day, finding Scott.  It is very draining and yet my mind has a mind of its own, so to speak.  I hope everyone reading this is finding some peace, some way.