Well, I missed yet another day of work yesterday.  My upper back was out so bad I could not move my head.  I still hurt today but it is better as long as I don't move too quickly.  Adam is feeling a little better.  He is following the same path as me....he feels better and then the dizziness comes on and he has to lie down.  This is some crazy stuff.  I am still coughing but it is so much less now.  Thank goodness for the weekend.  Adam's girlfriend wants me to go to a big garage sale thing with her tomorrow.  I told her to call me and I will see how I feel.  It would probably do me good and  I hate to say no.  On the other hand going anywhere is tough and I really don't feel good still.  I will see.  I have so much to do here, too.  I have not done much for the past 2 wks. 'cause of being so puny.  But, I don't care too much about that sort of thing now anyway.  As long as I have a clean kitchen and clean clothes I really don't care too much.  Back & forth...that is the way my brain and life is right now.  Awww...Adam just came in and gave me a big hug.  He said he just needed one 'cause he hasn't had one for 3 days.  My boys have always been so good about giving me hugs.  I sure do miss Scott's.  I miss him more as each day passes.  My stomach and heart just ache for him.  The stomach part is just that total empty sick feeling.  I wonder if it will ever go away.  I got Christmas photos back the other day.  It was so hard not having Scott in them.  I guess, I hope, someday, I will get used to this new way of life.