Sun. Night-  To everyone who has given me hugs these past few days, thank you and back at 'cha.  I have been sooooo sick.  The only good thing about it is I wasn't well enough to even think, much less cry.  I have had the flu and it is/was a doozy!  I did manage to get to my 1st counseling session (I did cry there).  We are going to try the EMDR treatment which is supposed to work really well for PTSD.  I hope so.  Aside from that my last 10 days have been spent in the recliner or bed with a box of lotion touched tissues by my side.  When I wasn't sleeping I was blowing and coughing. YUCK!  Don't know how so much could be inside me.  We had a snow day on Friday which kept me from using yet another sick day.  Tomorrow I will go back.  We are expecting possible tornados tomorrow night and then maybe snow on Tues.  This has been a CRAZY winter!  70's one day, 8 the next.  Don't know how to dress or anything.  Hopefully I am on the mend and getting back to my "normal" lousy feeling self.  At least I got dressed today.  I hope everyone has been having a peaceful time and I promise I will be in touch as I get to feeling better.