alot can happen in a month. Insurance company paid better than I expected, and with my tax return added, I was able to get a nice 2006 town and country. I had forgotten how much I adored my minivans! Lots of room. cd player, cold ac. what more could anyone ask for in transportation?Got the grands pictures taken last saturday, they smiled and cooperated, they are so beautifull.I was holding antonio on my lap while he slept last week, and the love I have for him just washed over  me like a tsunami. I love him so much. I know his mother wants him and loves him. But she cant take care of him and at this rate she is not going to get him back any time soon. Does she know how hard it is going to be on him if she tries to take him next year, or in 6 months? It was always the plan for her to get him back, but as far as he remembers, he's had me. If he would rather live with me and pawpaw, I think he should be allowed to. He is still young I guess, kids even get adopted when they are older. But what about the bond. He is bonded so well to us, and I'm not sure if it would be good for him to lose that and for what?She shows no sign of growing up and not running around with boyfriends of questionable charachter. I hope she can raise my gd, she has done well enough so far since the baby seems fat and healthy. The problem is she can't be wise enough not to leave her baby with whoever, and in this world thats just not safe. I hope I dont get the call one day that gd has been molested and taken by dss.