RAGE

The deep burning powerfull rage is almost blinding. My head is throbbing, my hands are shaking. I HATE THAT BASTARD> THAT PRICK < GOD ID LIKE TO RIP HIS GUTS OUT AND FEED THEM TO HIM UNTIL HE CHOKES! ACTIONS SPEAK VOLUMES LOUDER THAN WORDS YOU BASTARD. CANT TAKE ME OUT, GOTTA TAKE TIME FOR BARS AND WHORES.MAKES HIM FEEL LIKE A BIG MAN, HELPING THE POOR LITTLE COKEHEAD WHORES HOME AT 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING. does he not even get that it doesnt make any difference wether or not he slept with that fucking whore he still chose them over me??????FUCKING CORVETTE HE ALWAYS WANTED A DAMNED CORVETTE NOW HE CAN RIDE HIS WHORES AROUND IN IT WONDER IF ID GET ARRESTED FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE OR SOME SHIT IF I TOOK A HAMMER TO THE FUCKING CORVETTETHE RAGE BURNS AND BURNS AND I DONT KNOW WHEN ILL EVER GET ANY PEACE FROM THE RAGE I HATE HIM IHATE HIM I HATE HIM  I HATE HIM I HATE HIMSICK TWISTED PRICK WOULD RATHER BE WITH THOSE WHORES THAN WITH ME AFTER ALL I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AFTER ALL I HAVE SUFFERED FROM HIMI KNOW IM BETTER OFF IM GLAD HES OUT BUT HES NOT GONE UNTIL EVERY LAST DROP OF HIS STUFF IS OUT I HATE HIM I HATE HIMI COULDNT BE WHAT HE WANTED I COULDNT  I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD BUT IM NOT A WHORE AND I CANT DRINK AND GET DRUNK AND I CANT TURN MY BACK ON MY FAMILY AND I CANT IGNORE MY RESPONSIBILITIES HE CAN. HE GETS TO RUN OFF AND PARTY ALL FUCKING NIGHT WITH HIS NEW FRIENDS AND I AM HOME RAISING GRANDS. I LOVE THEM BUT I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO HAVE CHILDREN AT 40 THIS IS NOT FAIR