Went to court. Everyone ageeed to send my grandson home accept for the Guardian ad litem who hasn't visited the baby since February, hasn't spoken to us since February. Comes over here on Friday for 5 minutes and proceeds to go to court and argue that we shouldn't get him back.Even DSS says it's time to send him home. So since the GAL can't agree with everyone else, we have to go back to a contested trial on September 6. One more long delay. They stole his first Christmas, now they still have him for his first birthday. I will have a home visit for his birthday.It's hard to believe you can have this much pain and not be bleeding. I feel like I have had my soul ripped out. So much anger, so much pain, sometimes I cannot breathe.why why why