Dear DS diary,
This week, I caught a very bad break with my therapy. I effectively lost my therapist, through no fault of my own. He is now doing inpatient work at a hospital not far from where I work. He was only doing a couple of afternoons a week at the counseling center, so perhaps I should have known that he had one foot out the door already. But it still really stings.
It stings because I had to set up a new appointment with a new therapist; since I'm outpatient I'll basically never see this guy again. And the earliest I could get for an appointment was New Year's Eve. That means really working through my toilet episodes and all this other stuff that I've got on my head won't take place until after Christmas, which is a disaster because it makes the season that much harder for me to endure.
I really don't know what else I can say. This hurts. There's nothing I can do about it. And to have this happen after seeing my therapist only once is...low. Which is how I feel. I can feel my heart sinking. :(
This week, I caught a very bad break with my therapy. I effectively lost my therapist, through no fault of my own. He is now doing inpatient work at a hospital not far from where I work. He was only doing a couple of afternoons a week at the counseling center, so perhaps I should have known that he had one foot out the door already. But it still really stings.
It stings because I had to set up a new appointment with a new therapist; since I'm outpatient I'll basically never see this guy again. And the earliest I could get for an appointment was New Year's Eve. That means really working through my toilet episodes and all this other stuff that I've got on my head won't take place until after Christmas, which is a disaster because it makes the season that much harder for me to endure.
I really don't know what else I can say. This hurts. There's nothing I can do about it. And to have this happen after seeing my therapist only once is...low. Which is how I feel. I can feel my heart sinking. :(
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Aw, my friend, very very sorry that you lost your therapist like that...even though it was unavoidable it still always sucks when things get changed up on us like that. At least you will be seeing somebody, which is better than the alternative, eh? Wishing you all the peace in the world, and just let me know if you\'d like to Skype. Sorry I missed you last time, I\'d barely looked at my computer all day and didn\'t see your message until very late at night :( but I\'ll always try to make time to talk if you need, I hope you know that :) peace and lights to ya :)