This has been a difficult week.  No matter how much I try, the coverage of the Boston Marathon bombings has been everywhere.  I think I might have conceded last time -- but in case I haven't I will now -- that some weeks I really wish I never got alerts on my phone and this is one of them.
Emotionally, I'm not okay right now.  Somehow today at work I managed to zone in, which is a strange twist to a week where I've been...very on edge.  The short way of putting it is that I don't feel safe anywhere anymore.
I'm glad they finally got the two suspected bombers -- one was shot overnight, the other just very recently captured as I type this...but...I don't know.  I feel like I have to get body armor now even though I know I won't let myself into a "danger zone" (like Dorchester) wherever things take me in the next few months.
It's just too much.  It's too close to my heart...