I'm on semester break this week.  It's not helping much right now.
I'm working with a friend privately about the smoke bomb in high school.  It's hurting me a lot because it's acting as a trigger for both my people issues and my hiding issues.  Especially my hiding issues.  I seem to want answers to both that are not forthcoming and I can only see myself a mess in a few months once I finish my AS.
It's hardly a surprise that I'm not sleeping particularly well right now.  My seroquel is not working and I know it but there seems to be no point in pursuing other meds at the moment, in particular because I'm in no mood to discuss other options at the moment.
I'm a mess right now...