I haven't got a lot to say today.  The catch-up charge, so far, seems to be going okay.  Before this day is over I'll be back with the pack in my American culture class, thanks in part to the fact that the assignments are short.
Even so, I've been feeling heartsick the last couple of days...like my morale has really taken a hit.  We're not talking about the kind that necessarily would drag me down to red again...it's more like the kind that saps my energy and makes me feel down and out of it even though the last couple of days have not been that strenuous.  It seems pretty clear that the effects of finding tutoring (ScaredandScarred, how on earth am I possibly going to repay you for this?) and my inability to take my edge off are directly to blame...and yet...Idk.  It doesnt seem that cut and dried, but the thoughts are just so hard to sort out at the moment.