As days go, today was actually pretty frustrating.  Not because of what I wasn't able to do -- I put in six hours of work and continued staying up on my course text afterwards -- but because of the trigger from earlier in the week that is still hanging over my head, begging for a resolution that doesn't seem to be forthcoming (if you haven't read the previous journal entry, go ahead and do that now, it will tell you what I'm referring to).
The trigger is a definite concern because the old hiding habits are coming back, and hard.  When my hiding was at its worst, I'd bury myself in puzzles.  While it likely won't get to the point of collecting them like I did before, it does scare me that the most-oft brought thing I pack along to wake myself up on class mornings is...a Platinum Sudoku game for my Nintendo DS.  Ugh, that's the last thing I need, memories of how I hid before that will probably help to trigger more hiding.
(sigh) I wish there wasn't Meebo issues here right now, this is absolutely something that just screams for me to have a live chat with someone about...