Today was another difficult one.  I wrapped up another chapter in my sociology text only be gonzo almost immediately afterwards.  Even with the A/C running, the air quality is just horrendous; I'm really hoping for the thunderstorms that are in the forecast for tomorrow.
So the summer course is going well so far, I think...won't know for sure until I get my midterm paper back next week.  And yet...I feel kinda bugged.
It's hard for me to put my finger on why, because it really doesn't feel like my current summer course has anything to do with it.  Maybe I should describe it as "so many possibilities that can be explored I don't know where to start".
I guess part of the problem is that outside of what I guess we can call professional pursuits, I don't have much of a clue what would interest me.  Some of this is, admittedly, a direct result of using things to hide regardless of whether I liked them or not.  It does kinda complicate matters a little.
Right now, it doesn't matter too much because the summer courses keep me busy on their own.  But there will be a couple of free weeks before the fall semester starts, and I don't have to be a genius to know that my CEs and part-time job on their own won't be enough.
Ugh, it seems everything is complicated with me...