Emotionally, today is finding me in a great deal of pain.  Again, it really doesn't matter that I didn't feel particularly close to my late uncle.
I can't really fully explain how it is that I feel.  But I just can't focus on anything.  Nothing seems appropriate.  All my heart really wants to do is hide until the funeral is done with tomorrow.
It's not because of a lack of support...I've gotten plenty of that here.  It's just simply that I'm heading into parts unknown, and the truth is that I feel overwhelmed.  Which probably explains why I couldn't sleep last night, and why I can't get myself to do the practice exam for my certification exam on Friday like I had planned to.
I just want it to be over...there's no other way I can put it.