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This is no day for me to be stuck on red...but here I am, just after swapping gifts with immediate family, sitting knee deep in dead red. I wish today was over already.
I don't really know why. I mean, I know I have this really bad habit of looking back in the rear view mirror, but...how do you stop that? I have no answers in that regard.
And really, I'm just finding new ways to shoot myself in the foot. I asked for one of those Nintendo 3DS systems (the new ones) for Christmas...and I got one, but honestly, what was I thinking? Do I really think I'll be able to use it responsibly? I'm not so sure, given that anything that isn't productive these days is not hitting off well for me.
Lots of questions, lots of things I wish I had back this year...but no answers. Doesn't help that I gave up on New Year's resolutions a few years back, either (they never last out the first week, sometimes even the first day).
I don't really know why. I mean, I know I have this really bad habit of looking back in the rear view mirror, but...how do you stop that? I have no answers in that regard.
And really, I'm just finding new ways to shoot myself in the foot. I asked for one of those Nintendo 3DS systems (the new ones) for Christmas...and I got one, but honestly, what was I thinking? Do I really think I'll be able to use it responsibly? I'm not so sure, given that anything that isn't productive these days is not hitting off well for me.
Lots of questions, lots of things I wish I had back this year...but no answers. Doesn't help that I gave up on New Year's resolutions a few years back, either (they never last out the first week, sometimes even the first day).
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What this effectively means right now is about the only way I won\'t have addiction issues is to simply not have fun at all, which is neither helpful nor desirable considering I\'m carrying another 12-credit load next semester.