I really don't know how I was able to sleep last night...most likely it was out of exhaustion, because the previous three nights were...ugh, terrible.
I'm finding it virtually impossible to not be scared today, because as far as my math course is concerned, it's a critical day...and I don't even have that particular class until Friday.  Today I'm really hoping to see my college writing classmate who says she thinks she can help me out.  I want to show her the kinds of problems that are giving me trouble, because I don't want to waste her time if it's something she can't study buddy me with.
I'm hoping she can still help, and further that she can take some time after class on Thursday to work with me.  I realize I'm obsessing, but if you've been following by entries for the last week or so, you might have been concluded by now that I want...no, check that, I need both of those things to happen.  If either part doesn't go through, I really don't know what I'm going to do because emotionally I just feel so fragile.  The videos I've seen aren't bad, but they didn't answer all of the questions I have.